A Song of Ice and Fire

Can we just talk about this for a second? How can he do this to us? Does he have a heart? Gah I can't even asfjsd;lkgjasdgj;aksdf. Just had to get that out there. 

I'm currently reading the series and every time I pick up the book, I have to mentally prepare myself for the emotional trauma that is inevitable. With each chapter I read, I feel like I'm getting closer to the ultimate sacrifice. I bet he just sits there contemplating how to make his readers suffer and laughs joyfully at our pain. If the series ends with everyone dying, I wouldn't be surprised but I would be heart broken. Sometimes it's annoying getting so emotionally attached to characters in such a great series. I can't even begin to describe what this series so far has put me through and I''m only a little past halfway through A Storm of Swords. I wonder who will die next? I guess I'll just have to endure and wait to find out.

That is all,

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Angela Sunnny

DFTBA

On the topic of expectations

I'm sitting here and thinking, how do I express these thoughts through words? It's not so much that I can't do it but finding a way to do so that fulfills the ever-present criteria of expectation. What if they don't like what I have to say? What if it's not good enough? What if it doesn't live up to their expectations? It's always a challenge to come up with something original and we are judged by what we say or do. Our thoughts and our expressions define the type of person we are from the perspectives of others and maybe that's why it's so scary to voice our opinions. We are scared of how other people judge us and how they view our character; whether they like us or not. I am envious of those people who can easily express themselves and are not afraid of what others may think of them. If only my mind was so carefree. I want to be the best person that I possibly can but I am wary of the ever-present judgement in the eyes of others. Sure, I know that I should just do what makes me happy and what I want but having those thoughts and acting on them are two separate things. I realise that I shouldn't take to heart what strangers think of me but it is my nature to want to be liked and to fulfill the expectations of others. What I need is to find a way to set my mind free from the bars of expectation.

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Angela Sunnny

DFTBA